I really should visit this blog more often. XD
But I still didn't decide what I wanna do with this blog. Someone come and help me decide!!!!
April 04, 2012
March 12, 2012
『personal』 What to do?
Wow I wasn't here for a very long time.
I don't know what to do with this blog. -.-
I don't know if I want to keep it or delete it or maybe turn it into some kind of music collecting/ sharing whatever blog.
It's just that I know, that I won't use it as my personal blog, because I already use my ameba for it.
What to do? What should I do?
I have to much sites I registered at. XD
I mean really!
I don't know what to do with this blog. -.-
I don't know if I want to keep it or delete it or maybe turn it into some kind of music collecting/ sharing whatever blog.
It's just that I know, that I won't use it as my personal blog, because I already use my ameba for it.
What to do? What should I do?
I have to much sites I registered at. XD
I mean really!
- LJ => Just for informations and downloads and things like that
- ameba => my personal blog
- Animexx => just for my event list
- FB => only when skpye doesn't wanna sent my messages XD
- twitter => things which are to short for an blog entry or some stupid comments about dramas/ movies whatever
- tumbler => only reblog pictures there and some unnecessary comments and for informations
- and this one I'm not using at all
What am I doing now? Let's think about it again...
January 21, 2012
December 31, 2011
『personal』 Happy New Year
☆ あけましておめでとう ☆ 새해 복 많이 받으세요 ☆ onnellista uutta vuotta ☆ Happy new year ☆ Frohes neues Jahr ☆
December 27, 2011
『personal』 ABOUT MY CHRISTMAS DAYS
『2011|12|24』Christmas Eve!
Since we celebrate christmas on Christmas Eve I got all dressed up for the evening. I wore my dress for the first time and my petticoat too. Wow, it was sooooo big. I loved it! 
But the first thing in the morning was to decorate the christmas tree. I do it every year. I just looooove it!!!!
Our table for christmas dinner. We had raclette and it was super delicious! We also had a lot of side dishes too. My favorite one is rice salad for always and forever.
After dinner it was time for the handing out of the presents. I got some nice things. But I think the one I love the most is my DIR EN GREY - THE UNWAVERING FACT OF TOMORROW photobook.
I bought it from the money my grandma gave me for christmas.Well, to be honest I love all my presents. ^^
After that we sat together and had a great night together. ^^
『2011|12|25』1st Christmas Day
The next day we slept in a bit and discussed with some friends of us, if we wanted to go to the christmas market or not. We decided against it, because it was raining and we decided that the kids wouldn’t have fun to drive all carousels in the rain. After some more discussion they decided to visit us instead.
That gave me another reason to dress up.
I love this dress so much, there no words for it.
It’s the only real brand I own and I really really love it, especially the winged unicorns on it. It screams all fairytale and that is what I love the most on it! When they arrived we ate cake and cookies and mohnsemmel. Omg mohnselmmel are the best!
Now all the butter cookies are gone.
After cake and cookies we played with the kids and talked about christmas and a lot more. ^^
『2011|12|26』2nd Christmas Day
The next day we were all tired and exhausted so we decided to sleep in and relax. So the last day wasn’t that exciting at all.
December 24, 2011
November 29, 2011
『music』 DIR EN GREY - 我、闇とて･･･ (Unplugged)
限られた時間の狭間で風に染まり
立ち止る俺は誰？
有り触れた言葉の狭間で壊れていき
繰り返す此処は何処？
意志を闇に染て
息を断つ事も簡単で・・・だけどまだほんの少し君に触れていたい
生きる事を許してくれますか？
ある日差しの強い朝、目を開き涙が初めて意味に触れられた気がしたんだ
傍に君が居ると何故だが悲しい
一つになれないのは何故？
手を開き壊れそうな言葉でも、ただ一つでもいい
その胸に突き刺さる程の刃を心にくれ
代償の儚さ 熟れていき ただ闇とて
夕暮れ がなり立てる
ある日差しの強い朝、目を開き涙が初めて意味に触れられた気がしたんだ
傍に君が居ると何故だが悲しい
一つになれないのは何故？
手を開き壊れそうな言葉でも、ただ一つでもいい
その胸に突き刺さる程の刃を胸に
忘れてしまえば人は変われるもの？
忘れても、変われても、君でもない事も
正しい価値さえ 冷酷に見えて
せめて今を声に変えて
明日の条件
優しすぎる悲鳴、愛は形を変えて
苦しさも忘れ自分も忘れて
だけど今は 噛み締めて流れる証と・・・
正しい価値さえ 冷酷に見えて
せめて今を声に変えて
明日の条件
生きるという名の証を・・・
kagirareta jikan no hazama de kaze ni somari
tachidomaru ore wa dare?
arifureta kotoba no hazama de kowarete iki
kurikaesu koko wa doko?
ishi o yami ni somete
iki o tatsu koto mo kantan de... dakedo mada honno sukoshi kimi ni furete itai
ikiru koto o yurushite kuremasu ka?
aru hizashi no tsuyoi asa, me o hiraki namida ga hajimete imi ni furerareta ki ga shitanda
soba ni kimi ga iru to naze da ga kanashii
hitotsu ni narenai no wa naze?
te o hiraki koware sou na kotoba demo, tada hitotsu demo ii
sono mune ni tsukisasaru hodo no yaiba o kokoro ni kure
daishou no hakana sa urete iki tada yami tote
yuugure ga nari tateru
aru hizashi no tsuyoi asa, me o hiraki namida ga hajimete imi ni furerarete ki ga shitanda
soba ni kimi ga iru to naze da ga kanashii
hitotsu ni narenai no wa naze?
te o hiraki koware sou na kotoba demo, tada hitotsu demo ii
sono mune ni tsukisasaru hodo no yaiba o mune ni
wasurete shimae ba hito wa kawareru mono ?
wasurete mo, kawarete mo, kimi demo nai koto mo
tadashii kachi sae reikoku ni miete
semete ima o koe ni kaete
asu no jouken
yasashisugiru himei, ai wa katachi o kaete
kurushisa mo wasure jibun mo wasurete
dakedo ima wa kamishimete nagareru akashi to...
tadashii kachi sae reikoku ni miete
semete ima o koe ni kaete
asu no jouken
ikiru toiu na no akashi o… Who am I?
Who stops and stands still as I entrust myself to the wind, in-between the times that are limited?
Where is this place?
This place that comes crushing down, all in-between those common and familiar words?
I taint my intentions with darkness
It's easy to stop breathing...but I just want to feel you just a little more
Will you allow me to live?
One bright morning, I opened my eyes and it came tears I felt like I've realized the meaning for the first time
Don't know why, but I feel sadness when you're near me
Why can't we become one?
I put my hands out for those words that are too fragile, even just one
Please give my heart something, anything like a blade sharp enough to strike you
The emptiness of compensating
It ripens
Into just darkness...
The shouting of the sunset
One bright morning, I opened my eyes and it came tears I felt like I've realized the meaning for the first time
Don't know why, but I feel sadness when you're near me
Why can't we become one?
I put my hands out for those words that are too fragile, even just one
Please give my heart something, anything like a blade sharp enough to strike you
If you just erase your memory do you think that you can change?
If it's forgotten and changed, and you weren't you anymore
The correct value of all things will begin to look cruel
At least let me change what I have now into a voice
The terms and conditions of tomorrow
The screams are too sweet, love changes its shape
Forgetting the pain and forgetting myself
But now, I take it day by day with the flowing proof...
The correct value of all things will begin to look cruel
At least let me change what I have now into a voice
The terms and conditions of tomorrow
With the proof in the name of living...
立ち止る俺は誰？
有り触れた言葉の狭間で壊れていき
繰り返す此処は何処？
意志を闇に染て
息を断つ事も簡単で・・・だけどまだほんの少し君に触れていたい
生きる事を許してくれますか？
ある日差しの強い朝、目を開き涙が初めて意味に触れられた気がしたんだ
傍に君が居ると何故だが悲しい
一つになれないのは何故？
手を開き壊れそうな言葉でも、ただ一つでもいい
その胸に突き刺さる程の刃を心にくれ
代償の儚さ 熟れていき ただ闇とて
夕暮れ がなり立てる
ある日差しの強い朝、目を開き涙が初めて意味に触れられた気がしたんだ
傍に君が居ると何故だが悲しい
一つになれないのは何故？
手を開き壊れそうな言葉でも、ただ一つでもいい
その胸に突き刺さる程の刃を胸に
忘れてしまえば人は変われるもの？
忘れても、変われても、君でもない事も
正しい価値さえ 冷酷に見えて
せめて今を声に変えて
明日の条件
優しすぎる悲鳴、愛は形を変えて
苦しさも忘れ自分も忘れて
だけど今は 噛み締めて流れる証と・・・
正しい価値さえ 冷酷に見えて
せめて今を声に変えて
明日の条件
生きるという名の証を・・・
kagirareta jikan no hazama de kaze ni somari
tachidomaru ore wa dare?
arifureta kotoba no hazama de kowarete iki
kurikaesu koko wa doko?
ishi o yami ni somete
iki o tatsu koto mo kantan de... dakedo mada honno sukoshi kimi ni furete itai
ikiru koto o yurushite kuremasu ka?
aru hizashi no tsuyoi asa, me o hiraki namida ga hajimete imi ni furerareta ki ga shitanda
soba ni kimi ga iru to naze da ga kanashii
hitotsu ni narenai no wa naze?
te o hiraki koware sou na kotoba demo, tada hitotsu demo ii
sono mune ni tsukisasaru hodo no yaiba o kokoro ni kure
daishou no hakana sa urete iki tada yami tote
yuugure ga nari tateru
aru hizashi no tsuyoi asa, me o hiraki namida ga hajimete imi ni furerarete ki ga shitanda
soba ni kimi ga iru to naze da ga kanashii
hitotsu ni narenai no wa naze?
te o hiraki koware sou na kotoba demo, tada hitotsu demo ii
sono mune ni tsukisasaru hodo no yaiba o mune ni
wasurete shimae ba hito wa kawareru mono ?
wasurete mo, kawarete mo, kimi demo nai koto mo
tadashii kachi sae reikoku ni miete
semete ima o koe ni kaete
asu no jouken
yasashisugiru himei, ai wa katachi o kaete
kurushisa mo wasure jibun mo wasurete
dakedo ima wa kamishimete nagareru akashi to...
tadashii kachi sae reikoku ni miete
semete ima o koe ni kaete
asu no jouken
ikiru toiu na no akashi o… Who am I?
Who stops and stands still as I entrust myself to the wind, in-between the times that are limited?
Where is this place?
This place that comes crushing down, all in-between those common and familiar words?
I taint my intentions with darkness
It's easy to stop breathing...but I just want to feel you just a little more
Will you allow me to live?
One bright morning, I opened my eyes and it came tears I felt like I've realized the meaning for the first time
Don't know why, but I feel sadness when you're near me
Why can't we become one?
I put my hands out for those words that are too fragile, even just one
Please give my heart something, anything like a blade sharp enough to strike you
The emptiness of compensating
It ripens
Into just darkness...
The shouting of the sunset
One bright morning, I opened my eyes and it came tears I felt like I've realized the meaning for the first time
Don't know why, but I feel sadness when you're near me
Why can't we become one?
I put my hands out for those words that are too fragile, even just one
Please give my heart something, anything like a blade sharp enough to strike you
If you just erase your memory do you think that you can change?
If it's forgotten and changed, and you weren't you anymore
The correct value of all things will begin to look cruel
At least let me change what I have now into a voice
The terms and conditions of tomorrow
The screams are too sweet, love changes its shape
Forgetting the pain and forgetting myself
But now, I take it day by day with the flowing proof...
The correct value of all things will begin to look cruel
At least let me change what I have now into a voice
The terms and conditions of tomorrow
With the proof in the name of living...
November 25, 2011
『2011|11|25』IT'S ALREADY 5:03AM! WHY AM I STILL AWAKE?
Well, that's a pretty good question. Here comes the answer! XDDDD
I started to play a bit with a new layout, I'm not finished yet but I like it a lot. ^^ I don't know when I'll continue it but so far I think it's acceptable how it looks. And all of this reminded me of the fact how much I hate html and css. -.-
I started to play a bit with a new layout, I'm not finished yet but I like it a lot. ^^ I don't know when I'll continue it but so far I think it's acceptable how it looks. And all of this reminded me of the fact how much I hate html and css. -.-
Something different now. ^^
I think I'll start writing again. I know I barley write anything but I try to change it. ^^ Somehow I want to try it again.
That's it so far, I should go to bed know. I'm tired and nearly everything is hurting me. -.-""
I think I'll start writing again. I know I barley write anything but I try to change it. ^^ Somehow I want to try it again.
That's it so far, I should go to bed know. I'm tired and nearly everything is hurting me. -.-""
October 05, 2011
June 24, 2011
『music』 Dir en grey - DIFFERENT SENSE
Hide Out koufuku to jiyuu ni oritatsu made houfuku to Paradox chishi ryou mimoto fumei sonzai riyuu Right Now kami goroshi no karisuma fu tekiou na sennou kara tsukiyo ni honrou ka Our Blackened Sun haki mitasa re ta yoku najiri ai nareau shuuraku anraku shi ni ue Bad Taste soshite furimawasu dake no nani ga junboku na no ka? Our Blackened Sun dare mo ga byoudou no sora sae tozashi ta hikari totomoni ushinatta koto ni sae ki ga tsuka nai mama mugamuchuu musaboru yume egao ni kakushi te kanpai Hide Out koufuku to jiyuu ni oritatsu made houfuku to Paradox chishi ryou mimoto fumei sonzai riyuu Right Now kami goroshi no karisuma fu tekiou na sennou kara tsukiyo ni honrou ka Our Blackened Sun awaremi oshimu bakenokawa Live Through This World Live Through This World Live Through This World Live Through This World Live Through This World kakimushiru mune nokose nai kizuato aijou nise ta hito no risou dare mo ga byoudou no sora sae tozashi ta hikari totomoni ushinatta koto ni sae ki ga tsuka nai mama mugamuchuu musaboru yume egao ni kakushi te kanpai sukuwa re nai kotae shigamitsuki amae rare nai owari ni shiyou nagareru kuyashi sa mo shikashi ima ni kiduku tatakitsuke rare ta mirai sou... nani o imi suru "aozora" |
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