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『personal』 Happy New Year
☆ あけましておめでとう ☆ 새해 복 많이 받으세요 ☆ onnellista uutta vuotta ☆ Happy new year ☆ Frohes neues Jahr ☆
December 27, 2011
『personal』 ABOUT MY CHRISTMAS DAYS
『2011|12|24』Christmas Eve!
Since we celebrate christmas on Christmas Eve I got all dressed up for the evening. I wore my dress for the first time and my petticoat too. Wow, it was sooooo big. I loved it! 
But the first thing in the morning was to decorate the christmas tree. I do it every year. I just looooove it!!!!
Our table for christmas dinner. We had raclette and it was super delicious! We also had a lot of side dishes too. My favorite one is rice salad for always and forever.
After dinner it was time for the handing out of the presents. I got some nice things. But I think the one I love the most is my DIR EN GREY - THE UNWAVERING FACT OF TOMORROW photobook.
I bought it from the money my grandma gave me for christmas.Well, to be honest I love all my presents. ^^
After that we sat together and had a great night together. ^^
『2011|12|25』1st Christmas Day
The next day we slept in a bit and discussed with some friends of us, if we wanted to go to the christmas market or not. We decided against it, because it was raining and we decided that the kids wouldn’t have fun to drive all carousels in the rain. After some more discussion they decided to visit us instead.
That gave me another reason to dress up.
I love this dress so much, there no words for it.
It’s the only real brand I own and I really really love it, especially the winged unicorns on it. It screams all fairytale and that is what I love the most on it! When they arrived we ate cake and cookies and mohnsemmel. Omg mohnselmmel are the best!
Now all the butter cookies are gone.
After cake and cookies we played with the kids and talked about christmas and a lot more. ^^
『2011|12|26』2nd Christmas Day
The next day we were all tired and exhausted so we decided to sleep in and relax. So the last day wasn’t that exciting at all.
December 24, 2011
November 29, 2011
『music』 DIR EN GREY - 我、闇とて･･･ (Unplugged)
限られた時間の狭間で風に染まり
立ち止る俺は誰？
有り触れた言葉の狭間で壊れていき
繰り返す此処は何処？
意志を闇に染て
息を断つ事も簡単で・・・だけどまだほんの少し君に触れていたい
生きる事を許してくれますか？
ある日差しの強い朝、目を開き涙が初めて意味に触れられた気がしたんだ
傍に君が居ると何故だが悲しい
一つになれないのは何故？
手を開き壊れそうな言葉でも、ただ一つでもいい
その胸に突き刺さる程の刃を心にくれ
代償の儚さ 熟れていき ただ闇とて
夕暮れ がなり立てる
ある日差しの強い朝、目を開き涙が初めて意味に触れられた気がしたんだ
傍に君が居ると何故だが悲しい
一つになれないのは何故？
手を開き壊れそうな言葉でも、ただ一つでもいい
その胸に突き刺さる程の刃を胸に
忘れてしまえば人は変われるもの？
忘れても、変われても、君でもない事も
正しい価値さえ 冷酷に見えて
せめて今を声に変えて
明日の条件
優しすぎる悲鳴、愛は形を変えて
苦しさも忘れ自分も忘れて
だけど今は 噛み締めて流れる証と・・・
正しい価値さえ 冷酷に見えて
せめて今を声に変えて
明日の条件
生きるという名の証を・・・
kagirareta jikan no hazama de kaze ni somari
tachidomaru ore wa dare?
arifureta kotoba no hazama de kowarete iki
kurikaesu koko wa doko?
ishi o yami ni somete
iki o tatsu koto mo kantan de... dakedo mada honno sukoshi kimi ni furete itai
ikiru koto o yurushite kuremasu ka?
aru hizashi no tsuyoi asa, me o hiraki namida ga hajimete imi ni furerareta ki ga shitanda
soba ni kimi ga iru to naze da ga kanashii
hitotsu ni narenai no wa naze?
te o hiraki koware sou na kotoba demo, tada hitotsu demo ii
sono mune ni tsukisasaru hodo no yaiba o kokoro ni kure
daishou no hakana sa urete iki tada yami tote
yuugure ga nari tateru
aru hizashi no tsuyoi asa, me o hiraki namida ga hajimete imi ni furerarete ki ga shitanda
soba ni kimi ga iru to naze da ga kanashii
hitotsu ni narenai no wa naze?
te o hiraki koware sou na kotoba demo, tada hitotsu demo ii
sono mune ni tsukisasaru hodo no yaiba o mune ni
wasurete shimae ba hito wa kawareru mono ?
wasurete mo, kawarete mo, kimi demo nai koto mo
tadashii kachi sae reikoku ni miete
semete ima o koe ni kaete
asu no jouken
yasashisugiru himei, ai wa katachi o kaete
kurushisa mo wasure jibun mo wasurete
dakedo ima wa kamishimete nagareru akashi to...
tadashii kachi sae reikoku ni miete
semete ima o koe ni kaete
asu no jouken
ikiru toiu na no akashi o… Who am I?
Who stops and stands still as I entrust myself to the wind, in-between the times that are limited?
Where is this place?
This place that comes crushing down, all in-between those common and familiar words?
I taint my intentions with darkness
It's easy to stop breathing...but I just want to feel you just a little more
Will you allow me to live?
One bright morning, I opened my eyes and it came tears I felt like I've realized the meaning for the first time
Don't know why, but I feel sadness when you're near me
Why can't we become one?
I put my hands out for those words that are too fragile, even just one
Please give my heart something, anything like a blade sharp enough to strike you
The emptiness of compensating
It ripens
Into just darkness...
The shouting of the sunset
One bright morning, I opened my eyes and it came tears I felt like I've realized the meaning for the first time
Don't know why, but I feel sadness when you're near me
Why can't we become one?
I put my hands out for those words that are too fragile, even just one
Please give my heart something, anything like a blade sharp enough to strike you
If you just erase your memory do you think that you can change?
If it's forgotten and changed, and you weren't you anymore
The correct value of all things will begin to look cruel
At least let me change what I have now into a voice
The terms and conditions of tomorrow
The screams are too sweet, love changes its shape
Forgetting the pain and forgetting myself
But now, I take it day by day with the flowing proof...
The correct value of all things will begin to look cruel
At least let me change what I have now into a voice
The terms and conditions of tomorrow
With the proof in the name of living...
立ち止る俺は誰？
有り触れた言葉の狭間で壊れていき
繰り返す此処は何処？
意志を闇に染て
息を断つ事も簡単で・・・だけどまだほんの少し君に触れていたい
生きる事を許してくれますか？
ある日差しの強い朝、目を開き涙が初めて意味に触れられた気がしたんだ
傍に君が居ると何故だが悲しい
一つになれないのは何故？
手を開き壊れそうな言葉でも、ただ一つでもいい
その胸に突き刺さる程の刃を心にくれ
代償の儚さ 熟れていき ただ闇とて
夕暮れ がなり立てる
ある日差しの強い朝、目を開き涙が初めて意味に触れられた気がしたんだ
傍に君が居ると何故だが悲しい
一つになれないのは何故？
手を開き壊れそうな言葉でも、ただ一つでもいい
その胸に突き刺さる程の刃を胸に
忘れてしまえば人は変われるもの？
忘れても、変われても、君でもない事も
正しい価値さえ 冷酷に見えて
せめて今を声に変えて
明日の条件
優しすぎる悲鳴、愛は形を変えて
苦しさも忘れ自分も忘れて
だけど今は 噛み締めて流れる証と・・・
正しい価値さえ 冷酷に見えて
せめて今を声に変えて
明日の条件
生きるという名の証を・・・
kagirareta jikan no hazama de kaze ni somari
tachidomaru ore wa dare?
arifureta kotoba no hazama de kowarete iki
kurikaesu koko wa doko?
ishi o yami ni somete
iki o tatsu koto mo kantan de... dakedo mada honno sukoshi kimi ni furete itai
ikiru koto o yurushite kuremasu ka?
aru hizashi no tsuyoi asa, me o hiraki namida ga hajimete imi ni furerareta ki ga shitanda
soba ni kimi ga iru to naze da ga kanashii
hitotsu ni narenai no wa naze?
te o hiraki koware sou na kotoba demo, tada hitotsu demo ii
sono mune ni tsukisasaru hodo no yaiba o kokoro ni kure
daishou no hakana sa urete iki tada yami tote
yuugure ga nari tateru
aru hizashi no tsuyoi asa, me o hiraki namida ga hajimete imi ni furerarete ki ga shitanda
soba ni kimi ga iru to naze da ga kanashii
hitotsu ni narenai no wa naze?
te o hiraki koware sou na kotoba demo, tada hitotsu demo ii
sono mune ni tsukisasaru hodo no yaiba o mune ni
wasurete shimae ba hito wa kawareru mono ?
wasurete mo, kawarete mo, kimi demo nai koto mo
tadashii kachi sae reikoku ni miete
semete ima o koe ni kaete
asu no jouken
yasashisugiru himei, ai wa katachi o kaete
kurushisa mo wasure jibun mo wasurete
dakedo ima wa kamishimete nagareru akashi to...
tadashii kachi sae reikoku ni miete
semete ima o koe ni kaete
asu no jouken
ikiru toiu na no akashi o… Who am I?
Who stops and stands still as I entrust myself to the wind, in-between the times that are limited?
Where is this place?
This place that comes crushing down, all in-between those common and familiar words?
I taint my intentions with darkness
It's easy to stop breathing...but I just want to feel you just a little more
Will you allow me to live?
One bright morning, I opened my eyes and it came tears I felt like I've realized the meaning for the first time
Don't know why, but I feel sadness when you're near me
Why can't we become one?
I put my hands out for those words that are too fragile, even just one
Please give my heart something, anything like a blade sharp enough to strike you
The emptiness of compensating
It ripens
Into just darkness...
The shouting of the sunset
One bright morning, I opened my eyes and it came tears I felt like I've realized the meaning for the first time
Don't know why, but I feel sadness when you're near me
Why can't we become one?
I put my hands out for those words that are too fragile, even just one
Please give my heart something, anything like a blade sharp enough to strike you
If you just erase your memory do you think that you can change?
If it's forgotten and changed, and you weren't you anymore
The correct value of all things will begin to look cruel
At least let me change what I have now into a voice
The terms and conditions of tomorrow
The screams are too sweet, love changes its shape
Forgetting the pain and forgetting myself
But now, I take it day by day with the flowing proof...
The correct value of all things will begin to look cruel
At least let me change what I have now into a voice
The terms and conditions of tomorrow
With the proof in the name of living...
November 25, 2011
『2011|11|25』IT'S ALREADY 5:03AM! WHY AM I STILL AWAKE?
Well, that's a pretty good question. Here comes the answer! XDDDD
I started to play a bit with a new layout, I'm not finished yet but I like it a lot. ^^ I don't know when I'll continue it but so far I think it's acceptable how it looks. And all of this reminded me of the fact how much I hate html and css. -.-
I started to play a bit with a new layout, I'm not finished yet but I like it a lot. ^^ I don't know when I'll continue it but so far I think it's acceptable how it looks. And all of this reminded me of the fact how much I hate html and css. -.-
Something different now. ^^
I think I'll start writing again. I know I barley write anything but I try to change it. ^^ Somehow I want to try it again.
That's it so far, I should go to bed know. I'm tired and nearly everything is hurting me. -.-""
I think I'll start writing again. I know I barley write anything but I try to change it. ^^ Somehow I want to try it again.
That's it so far, I should go to bed know. I'm tired and nearly everything is hurting me. -.-""
October 05, 2011
June 24, 2011
『music』 Dir en grey - DIFFERENT SENSE
Hide Out koufuku to jiyuu ni oritatsu made houfuku to Paradox chishi ryou mimoto fumei sonzai riyuu Right Now kami goroshi no karisuma fu tekiou na sennou kara tsukiyo ni honrou ka Our Blackened Sun haki mitasa re ta yoku najiri ai nareau shuuraku anraku shi ni ue Bad Taste soshite furimawasu dake no nani ga junboku na no ka? Our Blackened Sun dare mo ga byoudou no sora sae tozashi ta hikari totomoni ushinatta koto ni sae ki ga tsuka nai mama mugamuchuu musaboru yume egao ni kakushi te kanpai Hide Out koufuku to jiyuu ni oritatsu made houfuku to Paradox chishi ryou mimoto fumei sonzai riyuu Right Now kami goroshi no karisuma fu tekiou na sennou kara tsukiyo ni honrou ka Our Blackened Sun awaremi oshimu bakenokawa Live Through This World Live Through This World Live Through This World Live Through This World Live Through This World kakimushiru mune nokose nai kizuato aijou nise ta hito no risou dare mo ga byoudou no sora sae tozashi ta hikari totomoni ushinatta koto ni sae ki ga tsuka nai mama mugamuchuu musaboru yume egao ni kakushi te kanpai sukuwa re nai kotae shigamitsuki amae rare nai owari ni shiyou nagareru kuyashi sa mo shikashi ima ni kiduku tatakitsuke rare ta mirai sou... nani o imi suru "aozora" |
May 23, 2011
『2011.05.30』Long time no see!
Wow, I was a long time gone again! There were so much things going on in my life that I had absolutely no time to write. First of all I had to hand in a lot of stuff for school, because it's my last year and in summer I will hopefully graduate.
Afzer the end for my regular grade I had to take the exames. There were four, one in typography. one in english, one in history of design and one in business studies. It was all in one week and I had a lot to do to study for it.
But before the first exam there was my birthday and I turned 23. That was a special day, bacause I spend it without studing and I was able to sleep in. I wore my beloved "Twinkle Journey JSK" with my new petticoat (one of my birthdaygifts). Unfortunally I forgot to take a picture so I can only show you an old one. -.-
Well, my mom and I went to eat some cake and we met at Hackischer Markt, because she was at work. After tjat we went a little shopping and had a lot of fun. After the shoppnig we met up with my dad at Oraninburger Straße and went out for dinner.
The gyu thought that I was to young for alcohol and asked if I was allowed to drink some. That was so funny because I turned 23. because of that I smiled the rest of the evening. ^^
Afzer the end for my regular grade I had to take the exames. There were four, one in typography. one in english, one in history of design and one in business studies. It was all in one week and I had a lot to do to study for it.
But before the first exam there was my birthday and I turned 23. That was a special day, bacause I spend it without studing and I was able to sleep in. I wore my beloved "Twinkle Journey JSK" with my new petticoat (one of my birthdaygifts). Unfortunally I forgot to take a picture so I can only show you an old one. -.-
Well, my mom and I went to eat some cake and we met at Hackischer Markt, because she was at work. After tjat we went a little shopping and had a lot of fun. After the shoppnig we met up with my dad at Oraninburger Straße and went out for dinner.
The gyu thought that I was to young for alcohol and asked if I was allowed to drink some. That was so funny because I turned 23. because of that I smiled the rest of the evening. ^^
April 15, 2011
『2011.04.15』
That was a horrible day today!
Today was the opening of the pre-sale for the Dir en gey ticktes. I tried the hole day to get some for the Berlin show. Wow, now I'm totally exhausted and I've got a big headache. My eyes are hurting and I'm not 100% sure if I'll get my tickets. I hope that I was able to understand eventim right. Now the hoping starts. Maybe I should try to get some form Neo Tokyo, but I think that's to crazy. I'll think about it and might be I'll try tomorrow to get some in their shop in Berlin.
Well, the day was like hell. I'm so lucky that I had the hole day some computer lessons, otherwise I wouldn't be able to order them.
Okay, that's it!
Something different now!
I'm in a state close to crazy! It's because of school! I have to much to hand in, and a economics test on wensday and that stupid music video. Arg I never ver wanted to do something like a music video! I don't know why we have to do something that we can't do at school? And I hate to work with final cut. I don't understand that program and I never ever wanted to become a cutter. I only wanted to be come a graphic designer. -.- And I'm a person who likes to do layout and printing stuff and not thoses videos and flash things. I even hate advertisment. xD I hope there will be a agencie just for magazins or booklayouts.
I think taht's all for now! I don't want to bitch around the hole time. It's just that I needed to say it!
I want my holidays NOW, but I have to wait a few days more. I hope that I will be able to relax, I have to study for my exames in may. But I think I'm able to manage this.
Hope you (will) have/ had a wonderful day!
Today was the opening of the pre-sale for the Dir en gey ticktes. I tried the hole day to get some for the Berlin show. Wow, now I'm totally exhausted and I've got a big headache. My eyes are hurting and I'm not 100% sure if I'll get my tickets. I hope that I was able to understand eventim right. Now the hoping starts. Maybe I should try to get some form Neo Tokyo, but I think that's to crazy. I'll think about it and might be I'll try tomorrow to get some in their shop in Berlin.
Well, the day was like hell. I'm so lucky that I had the hole day some computer lessons, otherwise I wouldn't be able to order them.
Okay, that's it!
Something different now!
I'm in a state close to crazy! It's because of school! I have to much to hand in, and a economics test on wensday and that stupid music video. Arg I never ver wanted to do something like a music video! I don't know why we have to do something that we can't do at school? And I hate to work with final cut. I don't understand that program and I never ever wanted to become a cutter. I only wanted to be come a graphic designer. -.- And I'm a person who likes to do layout and printing stuff and not thoses videos and flash things. I even hate advertisment. xD I hope there will be a agencie just for magazins or booklayouts.
I think taht's all for now! I don't want to bitch around the hole time. It's just that I needed to say it!
I want my holidays NOW, but I have to wait a few days more. I hope that I will be able to relax, I have to study for my exames in may. But I think I'm able to manage this.
Hope you (will) have/ had a wonderful day!
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