『music』 The Rasmus - Time to burn

Fear of the dark tears me apart won't leave me alone and time keeps running out Just one more life, I'm so sick and tired of singing the blues, I should turn my life around Tell me why do I feel this way all my life I`ve been standing on the borderline too many bridges burned too many lies I've heard I had life but I can't go back I can't do that, it will never be the same again and I know I don't have any time to burn they follow me home, disturbing my sleep but I'll find a place, place where they cannot find me maybe I'm lost, and maybe I'm scared but too many times I've closed the doors behind me Tell me why do I feel this way all my life I`ve been standing on the borderline too many bridges burned too many lies I've heard I had life but I can't go back I can't do that, it will never be the same again and I know I don't have any time to burn leave it all behind cross the borderline face the truth, don't have any time to... don't have any time to burn Tell me why do I feel this way all my life I`ve been standing on the borderline too many bridges burned too many lies I've heard I had life but I can't go back I can't do that, it will never be the same again and I know I don't have any time to burn

[2010.09.28]: JUST A BIT BLAH BLAH!

A few weeks ago I was sorting my magazins and articles and found some funny pieces.
They are all out of german teen-/ music magazines. I nearly fell of my chair because I laught that much.








Okay, I think this is a bit less to write, so I'll share some other oic with you, too. ^^



 
This Hello Kitty mobile was a few weeks in the Borisghallen in Berlin. I had to take a photo of it, because it's so damn' cute! =^.^=


 
And suddenly Hello Kitty disappeared and DORAEMON was there! My mom had to take the pic, because I wanted to sit on it. All the other people at the McCafé watched stupidly.


During my summer holidays I decorated my walls and my door in a new way. There a lot new posters and some postcards.


My collection of random postcards. Most of them I bought when I visited the country and some I got from my friends! <3


Got this one for my birthday two years ago. I really love it even though it's pink! <3


Here you can see my "new" corner. Well yeah, i think you can guess what's up there. ^^

And the rest under my "bookcase"!^ It's kind of a memorial wall.


This is my door! Normally it's plan white and I really hate it. So I had to put some posters on it! ^^ First I wanted to make an Anime and Manga wall out of it, but it turned out like this. It's nearly the idea I first thought of, but I had to but the "Nightmare before christmas" poster on,too.

  A few weeks ago I recieved this. I'm so crazy that I really bought both editions. But... well it's heidi. and it's a must for me. <3 The free heidi. poster is up to my door as well now.


Haha, I had to take a pic of my windowcolor! I really love this one. I can't remember how old this is, but it's something around five or six years old. I got it from a good friend of mine. She made it because I'm in love with Vegeta. hehe

And last but not least I've found tow random things in my cupboard. ^^


It's the first edition of the pokewalker thing. Can you remember this time? And my lovely Tamagotchi! Well, it's in my color anyway. ^^


Okay, this wasn't actually in my cupboard. xD I had to take a pic of it, because it's so old-fashioned. I like it a lot! <3 I saw the colors and automatically thought of Barbie. *laughs*

『music』 D'espairsRay - Death Point

All these rules, who decided?
Turn the whole world against me?
Maybe, but not here

[Hey you, listen up]

You can't buy more time and so
Why live [why live] with hands bound tightly?
Cut the ropes and live free

[Take the dive]

Do not just ask for help
But fight for yourself

Choose if you will follow
Your own path
Welcome to death point

Don't you ask for help
Stand, fight for yourself

With a life not your own, you're shallow, slowly dying

Death point...

Humans want, it's what we do
Anything to snag the prize
How far will you go?

[Can you hear me now?]

Some things you should never trade
Can you [can you] really sell your soul?
I would sooner die

[As for you]

Do not just ask for help
But fight for yourself

Choose if you will follow
Your own path
Welcome to death point

Don't you ask for help,
Stand, fight for yourself

With a life not your own, you're shallow, slowly dying

Death point...

Do not just ask for help
But fight for yourself

Choose if you will follow
Your own path
Welcome to death point

Don't you ask for help,
Stand, fight for yourself

With a life not your own, you're up next, soon to follow

[Stand by yourself]

Only two ways to go, live your life or die trying

Death point...

『music』 Dir en grey - Undecided

Dir en grey - Undecided 

se wo muketa futari ni wa ibasho nado nakute 
hageshiku furu ame sae oto wa kikoezu 
se wo mukete aruiteku futari no yuku basho 
ashiato ga hitotsu kie mata hitotsu kie 

boku wo omoide ni kae atarashii umi e 
shiawase wo kokoro kara negau yo kimi e 
namida no mukougawa ni shiawase wa aru no 
namida no mukougawa ni kimi wa inai sa 

hanarenai hanaretakunai kedo 
kimi no kotoba ga kokoro ni fukaku tsukisasaru hora 
hanarenai hanaretakunai kedo 
nami de kiete yuku kimi no ashiato mata hitotsu zutsu 

haru natsu aki fuyu no kisetsu to 
ososugiru kedo mou ichido hora te wo tsunagitai 
haru natsu aki fuyu no kisetsu ga 
itsuka no deai itsuka no wakare kimi to no deai 




english 

There is nowhere these two can go 
having their backs to each other 
they cannot even hear the sounds of the rain that pours heavily 
They walk with their backs to each other 
Where will they go? 
One by one, their footsteps disappear 

I don't want to part from you, but 
your words stab my heart 
do you see? 
I don't want to part from you ,but 
the waves are erasing your footsteps one by one 

Turn me into a memory and head to the new ocean 
I wish you happiness from the heart 
There is happiness behind the tears 
but behind the tears 
you are not there 

I don't want to part from you, but 
Your words stab my heart 
I don't want to part from you, but 
The waves are erasing your footsteps one by one 

Spring, Summer, Autumn, Winter 
With the seasons 
Maybe it's too late 
But I don't want to hold your hand 

Spring, Summer, Autumn, Winter 
With the seasons 
Sometimes there will be a meeting 
Sometimes there will be a farewell 
And a meeting with you

『personal』 2010.09.06 => NOTHING.SPECIAL

Hello everybody!

I just wanted to tell you that I opened an ameblo acount a few days ago! At the momeent there is nothing special, but it'll come.
First I have to figure some things out! ^^ But it'll be okay!

Okay, I think the next time I'm around I'll tell you about my firts week of school! It started today and it was okay, I only had lessons until one o'clock, same tomorrow and than every day until 15:15h.

That's it for now, my be I'll come up with something other later! ^^

If you want to follow me click here!


See you there!

『meme』 Movie meme!

Wenn du von diesen 244 Filmen über 90 gesehen hast, hast du vermutlich kein Leben. Kennzeichne die Filme, die du gesehen hast.

(x) Rocky Horror Picture Show
( ) Grease
(x) Fluch der Karibik
(x) Fluch der Karibik 2: Dead Man's Chest
(x) Fluch der Karibik 3: At World's End
( ) Der blutige Pfad Gottes – Missionare des Todes
( ) Fight Club
( ) Starsky und Hutch
(x) Die unendliche Geschichte
( ) Der wilde wilde Westen
( ) Die unglaubliche Reise in einem verrückten Flugzeug

( ) Die Braut des Prinzen
( ) Anchorman
( ) Napoleon Dynamite
( ) Labyrinth
( ) Saw
( ) Saw II   (Ich kenn alle Teile die bisher raus sind. |D)
( ) White Noise - Schreie aus dem Jenseits
( ) Weißer Oleander
( ) Die Wutprobe
( ) 50 erste Dates
(x) Plötzlich Prinzessin
(x) Plötzlich Prinzessin 2


( ) Scream
( ) Scream 2
( ) Scream 3
( ) Scary Movie
( ) Scary Movie 2
( ) Scary Movie 3
( ) Scary Movie 4

( ) American Pie
( ) American Pie 2
( ) American pie 3 - Jetzt wird geheiratet!
( ) American Pie 4 - Die nächste Generation


(x) Harry Potter 1
(x) Harry Potter 2
(x) Harry Potter 3
(x) Harry Potter 4
( ) Resident Evil 1
( ) Resident Evil 2
( ) Eine Hochzeit zum Verlieben
( ) Die Ex-Freundinnen meines Freundes
( ) The Village - Das Dorf
( ) Lilo & Stitch

(x) Findet Nemo
( ) Wenn Träume fliegen lernen
(x) Signs - Zeichen
( ) Der Grinch
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre - Blutgericht in Texas
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning
( ) White Chicks
( ) Butterfly Effect
( ) 30 über Nacht
(x) I, Robot
( ) Robots

( ) Voll auf die Nüsse
( ) Universal Soldier
( ) Lemony Snicket: Rätselhafte Ereignisse
( ) ...und dann kam Polly
(x) Deep Impact
( ) KingPin
( ) Ungeküsst
( ) Meine Braut, ihr Vater und ich
( ) Meine Frau, ihre Schwiegereltern und ich
( ) Acht verrückte Nächte
( ) Joe Dreck
( ) KING KONG

( ) Cinderella Story
(x) Terminal
( ) Popstar auf Umwegen
( ) Zwillinge verliebt in Paris
( ) Dumm und Dümmer
( ) Dumm und Dümmerer
( ) Final Destination
( ) Final Destination 2
( ) Final Destination 3
( ) Halloween
( ) The Ring
( ) The Ring 2
( ) Jingle Bells – Eine Familie zum Fest
(x) Flubber

( ) Harold & Kumar
( ) Zauberhafte Schwestern
( ) Chicago
( ) Ghost Ship - Das Geisterschiff
(x) From Hell
( ) Hellboy
( ) Hellboy 2
(x) Das geheime Fenster
( ) Ich bin Sam
( ) Keine halben Sachen
( ) Keine halben Sachen 2 – Jetzt erst recht!

(x) The Day After Tomorrow
( ) Chucky – Die Mörderpuppe
( ) Chuckys Baby
( ) Chucky und seine Braut
(x) 10 Dinge, die ich an Dir hasse
( ) Voll verheiratet
( ) Gothika
( ) Nightmare – Mörderische Träume
( ) Das darf man nur als Erwachsener
( ) Gegen jede Regel
( ) Coach Carter
( ) The Grudge - Der Fluch
( ) The Grudge 2 - Der Fluch
( ) Die Maske
( ) Die Maske 2 - Die nächste Generation

( ) Bad Boys
( ) Bad Boys 2
( ) Joy Ride - Spritztour
( ) Lucky Number Slevin
(x) Ocean's Eleven
( ) Ocean's Twelve
( ) Die Bourne Identität
( ) Die Bourne Verschwörung
( ) Lone Star
( ) Teuflisch
( ) Predator I
( ) Predator II
( ) The Fog - Nebel des Grauens
(x) Ice Age
(x) Ice Age 2: Jetzt taut's!
(x) Coco, der neugierige Affe

(x) Independence Day
( ) Cujo
( ) In den Straßen der Bronx
( ) Der Fluch von Darkness Falls
( ) Christine
(x) E.T. - Der Außerirdische
( ) Kinder des Zorns
( ) Partyalarm - Hände weg von meiner Tochter
( ) Manhattan Love Story
(x) Krieg der Welten
(x) Rush Hour
(x) Rush Hour 2
(x) Rush Hour 3

( ) Best Bet
( ) Wie werde ich ihn los – in 10 Tagen?
( ) Eine wie keine
( ) Kalender Girls
( ) Sideways
(x) Mars Attacks
( ) Event Horizon - Am Rande des Universums
( ) Auf immer und ewig
( ) Der Zauberer von Oz
( ) Forrest Gump
( ) Big Trouble in Little China
(x) Terminator
(x) Terminator 2
(x) Terminator 3

(x) X-Men
(x) X-Men 2
(x) X-Men 3
(x) Spider-Man
( ) Spider-Man 2
( ) Spider-Man 3
( ) X-Men Origins: Wolverine
( ) Superman 1
( ) Superman 2
( ) Superman 3
( ) Superman 4
( ) Superman Returns
( ) Batman (1966)
( ) Batman (1989)
( ) Batmans Rückkehr
( ) Batman Forever
( ) Batman & Robin
( ) Batman Begins
( ) Batman Dark Knight
( ) Watchmen - Die Wächter
( ) Frank Miller presents: Spirit

( ) Sky High - Diese Schule hebt ab!
( ) Jeepers Creepers
( ) Jeepers Creepers 2
(x) Catch Me If You Can
(x) Arielle, die Meerjungfrau
(x) Freaky Friday – Ein voll verrückter Freitag
( ) Die Herrschaft des Feuers
( ) The Skulls - Alle macht der Welt
( ) Eiskalte Engel
( ) Eiskalte Engel 2
( ) The Hot Chick - Verrückte Hühner
(x) Shrek
(x) Shrek 2
(x) Shrek 3

( ) Swimfan
( ) Das Wunder von Manhattan
( ) Old School - Wir lassen absolut nichts anbrennen
( ) Wie ein einziger Tag
( ) K-Pax - Alles ist möglich
( ) Jagabongo – Eine schrecklich nette Urwaldfamilie
( ) Nur mit dir - A Walk to Remember
( ) Eisfieber
( ) Boogeyman - Der schwarze Mann
( ) Jungfrau 40, Männlich, sucht...

(x) Der Herr der Ringe - Die Gefährten
(x) Der Herr der Ringe - Die zwei Türme
(x) Der Herr der Ringe - Die Rückkehr des Königs
(x) Indiana Jones - Jäger des verlorenen Schatzes
(x) Indiana Jones und der Tempel des Todes
(x) Indiana Jones und der letzte Kreuzzug
(x) Indiana Jones und das Königreich des Kristallschädels

( ) Die Sportskanonen
( ) Hostel
( ) Wenn Guffman kommt
( ) Haus der 1000 Leichen
( ) Devil's Rejects
( ) Buddy – Der Weihnachtself
( ) Highlander - Es kann nur einen geben
( ) Die Mothman Prophezeiungen
( ) American History X
( ) Thr3e

( ) The Jacket
( ) Kung Fu Hustle
( ) Shaolin Kickers
(x) Night Watch - Nachtwache
(x) Die Monster AG
(x) Titanic
( ) Monty Python: Die Ritter der Kokusnuss
( ) Shaun Of the Dead   (Du hast da was rotes!)
( ) Willard

( ) High Tension
( ) Club Mad – Dschungelcamp des Todes
( ) Der unglaubliche Hulk
( ) Dawn Of the Dead
(x) Hook
(x) Die Chroniken von Narnia: Der König von Narnia
( ) 28 days later
( ) Orgazmo
( ) Das Böse
( ) Waterworld

(x) Kill Bill vol 1
( ) Kill Bill vol 2
( ) Mortal Kombat
( ) Wolf Creek
( ) Königreich der Himmel
( ) The Hills Have Eyes – Hügel der blutigen Augen
( ) Ich spuck auf dein Grab
( ) Das letzte Haus links
( ) Re-Animator
( ) Armee der Finsternis

(x) Star Wars Ep. I Die dunkle Bedrohung
(x) Star Wars Ep. II Angriff der Klonkrieger
(x) Star Wars Ep. III Die Rache der Sith
(x) Star Wars Ep. IV Krieg der Sterne
(x) Star Wars Ep. V Das Imperium schlägt zurück
(x) Star Wars Ep. VI Die Rückkehr der Jedi-Ritter
( ) Ewoks - Die Karawane der Tapferen
(x) Ewoks - Kampf um Endor


(x) Matrix
(x) Matrix Reloaded
( ) Matrix Revolutions
( ) Animatrix
( ) Tanz der Teufel
( ) Tanz der Teufel 2
( ) Team America: World Police
( ) Roter Drache
( ) Das Schweigen der Lämmer
( ) Hannibal



Wenn ich mich nicht verzählt habe sind's 67! xD Naja, aber sind ja auch mal echt komische Filme aufgelistet...

『meme』 IT'S MEME TIME! ^^

Yes, I'm really alive. I know it's unbelievable but I'm comming up with a meme.
I saw it on an Animexx account and thought it might be interessing to do it myself. 

I hate my name.
I like my name.
I have a best friend.
I have no friends.
I have too many friends.
I have a small group of friends I love.
I always answer my phone.
I never answer my phone.
I play along with prank callers.I hate when people don't reply to my text message/take forever to reply.
I have/had blonde hair. (Just for one day. And it looed more like orange.)
I have/had brown hair.I have/had red hair.
I have dyed my hair more than five times.
I have never dyed my hair.I hate when people can’t spell words right.
I get made fun of for things that aren’t even true.
I get made fun of for how I dress.
I get made fun of for something natural that I can’t change.My iPod/mp3 has over 1000 songs on it.
My iPod/mp3 has less than 500 songs on it.I rarely drink soda.
I never drink soda.
I live for soda. (Not really, but it's the one wich fits the best.)
I love iced tea.I love ice cream, even in the winter.
I love scarves.
I love skinny jeans.I don’t own any skinny jeans.
I have blue eyes.
I have brown eyes. (mixed with a little green)
I have green eyes.
I have hazel eyes.I have grey eyes.
My eyes change colors.
I think a lot of people are hot but I rarely crush on someone.
I’ve been in love.
I’ve been in a relationship for over a year.
I'm straight.I’m bi.
I’m gay.I love the smell of gasoline.I love the smell of freshly mowed grass.
I've smoked something.
I still smoke something.
I’m an alcoholic.
I've drank beer.I love beer.
I think beer is nasty.
I have white walls.I have posters up on my walls.
I have the iPod Nano. (not an Nano, but still an iPod!)I love to draw and doodle.
I’m failing at least one class.
I have a lot of self confidence.I could use some more self confidence.
I'm over 21. (but most people think I'm something between 16 and 18. xDD)
I love music.
I love the Beatles.
I love local bands and musicians.
I hate music.
I prefer things that are on the radio or TV.I prefer things that not many people have heard of.
I talk a lot.
I'm very quiet.I like Obama.
I live in England.
I live in the USA.I have more than one favorite color.
I enjoy dragons.
I have/had a collection.I like to read.
I like horror movies.
I like romance movies.I like comedies.
I like extremely old movies.I would date someone shorter than me.
I have a lot of patience. 
I could use somemore patience.
I’m a hypocrite.
I don’t lie.The colors in my room all match. (They used to match, but with the beginnig of my Hello Kitty crash I think there ist a abit to much pink in here xDD)
I've won an award of some sort.
I’ve played baseball/softball on a team.
I’ve played basketball on a team.
I’ve played football on a team.
I’ve been in a legit wrestling match.
I actually use the word “legit.”
I have a British accent.
I’ve been to New York City.
I have a Blackberry.
I have a Nokia.
I have a Samsung.I love nature.
I love photography.
I just don’t get photography.
I always lose my chapstick before I finish it.
I’ve successfully finished a whole chapstick without losing it.
I want to be a doctor when I grow up.
I have a fear of spiders.
I'm afraid of ghosts.
I love ghosts.
I’m intelligent about technology and how it works.I text very fast.
I hate watching people take five minutes to send a short text.
I text slowly.I hate texting wiht cold fingers.
The solar system interests me.
I want to go to space.
I’ve been in space.
I haven’t hit puberty yet.
I wish I had smaller boobs.
I wish I had bigger boobs.
I hate young kids that try to pretend they have natural large boobs.
I don’t even have boobs.I have short hair.
I have shoulder length hair.
I have hair past my shoulders.
I have hair past my boobs.
I have a side of my hair shaved.
I want to get a haircut.
I want to marry a vampire.I can't stand the Twilight series.
I believe in witches.
I believe in magic.
I’ve seen a ghost.I’ve heard a ghost.
I don’t believe in ghosts.I don’t believe in heaven.
I hate someone I used to be good friends with.
I hate assholes.
I am an asshole.
I don’t curse.
I’ve memorized lyrics to over 1000 songs.I hate winter.
I hate summer.I think too much.
I think too little.
I wish I was older.
I wish I was younger.
I like my age.
I dance in the car. (while driving it and listen to music xDD)I don't care what people think about me.
I obsess about myself too much.
I've seen more than five bands live.I’ve seen less than five bands live.
I’ve never been to a concert.The band I want to see live isn’t touring.
I’ve met someone famous.
I’ve seen someone famous at the mall/on a walk/etc. (Does an autographsessions count? xD)
I've never met anyone famous.My phone is black.
My phone is red.My phone is silver.
I’ve painted/put stickers on my phone.
I have nice handwriting.
I have illegible handwriting.I have freckles.
People think I wear extensions when I don’t.
I wear extensions close to my hair color.I wear extensions in crazy colors like pink, blue, and green.
I hate wannabes.
I am a wannabe.
I hate myself most of the time.
I hate myself all of the time.
I love myself.
I like poetry.
I can’t stand poetry.
I like to write.
I hate writing.
I type fast.
I think school should be shorter.
I think school should be longer.I’ve cried myself to sleep.
I cry easily.I laugh easily.
I smile a lot.
I rarely laugh.
It’s hard to make me smile.It’s easy to make me smile.
I have a pink iPod.
I have an orange iPod.
I have a blue iPod.
I have a black/silver iPod.
I go to the movies almost every week or every week.I rarely go to the movies because I’m picky about what I want to see.
I rarely go to the movies because no one ever wants to go with me.
I always feel alone in a crowded room.
I love being the center of attention.
I laugh when people fall.
It takes me a while to understand jokes.I laugh at my own jokes.
I sleep with over five pillows.
I own something that I've had my whole life an means a lot to me.
I play piano.
I play guitar.
I play trumpet.
I play drums.
I play bass.
I play clarinet.
I play flute.
I’m in a band.
I want to be in a band.
I’m a girly girl. (Depends on the day/ mood.)
I’m scene.I’m hardcore.
I’m a tomboy.
I’m me.

The pink ones are related to me, the others... just ignore them! ^^

『personal』 exist✝trace

♥exist✝trace♥

Jyo: wunderbar

Omi: *umfall*

Miko: einfach kawaii

Naoto: rrrraarww

Mally: *kreisch*

『personal』 Ghibli goes Arte

Kleiner Merkzettel - Arte

Datum	Uhrzeit	Film
05.04.2010	20:15	Chihiros Reise ins Zauberland
08.04.2010	20:15	Mein Nachbar Totoro
12.04.2010	20:15	Das wandelnde Schloss
15.04.2010	20:15	Nausicaä aus dem Tal der Winde
19.04.2010	20:15	Prinzessin Mononoke
22.04.2010	20:15	Das Schloss im Himmel

『project』 I NEED YOUR HELP!

Hey guys,

I really need your help. We have to create a magazin and I chose a mag about J-music, Visual Kei and stuff like that.
I want to make a section from fans, about fans. There you can explain why you like it and why you chose this and that.

Please, help me and fill in my little
name:

nick:

birthdate:

hobbies:

style:

music:

others:

How long?

Why?

First to know?

What do you think about?